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When I used to watch porn and see say a gang bang or bukkake video it would focus on the guys jerking off and I hated it I don’t want to see guys jerking off and I still don’t. I watched this video with this girl and two guys and the guts started doing gay stuff I did not like it, it was not for me I instantly turned it off and lost all. Basicly the more disgusting, degrading, and socially unacceptable a porn was the more it turned me on. Until reached what i would call an apex medley which involves interracial sex, cuckold, gay/bi, tranny, and forced sissy feminization. Hey, so I'm 17M and also gay. I've always had issues with porn, I discovered it around 10 and was deeply addicted to it. During. Watching gay porn or any of the thoughts don’t arouse me Iv tried to masturbate to gay porn but I can’t get hard which is a relief but I just have this problem while close to ejaculation it’s like it happens quicker and with less effort? Is this some sort of groinal response? But then why amnt I anxious if it is? Or am I bi or something? message-forum.net NUDES home Home local_fire_department Trending Leaks emoji_events Top Pornstars photo_library Gay/PornDude Although I am now 27, when I was about 6 (maybe younger) my Grandpa started to sexually abuse me and groom me, favouring me over.